Aug 15, 2004 23:40
Life eh?, it's my birthday in four days... and I think we'll do something over the weekend, I just hope people can actually come out. I'm not one to talk, I've been pretty bad about going to birthdays lately, I missed Aaron's again this year, boo to me, and tried to make it to Dani's, but failed somewhat miserably. Called Jenn on her birthday, but had prior commitments to attend to.
No idea what I want for my birthday. Ok thats a lie, I want a few things, but they are all stupidly expensive... like a wireless ethernet card, a desk, a monitor, more RAM, a cordless phone, tires for my truck, my bike home, etc....... Basicly I'm stockpiling for moving out, which would be nice to do before I DIE!!! (oh and the last two birthday present wishes are TOTAL pipe dreams... :( )
*sigh*
Still working on school, but it's tough... I really just don't want to deal with it after I've just worked ten hours out in the blistering heat (or just worked ten hours in general) and all I want to do is chill out with music blaring. I need to get ahold of Dave to see what he can tell me about my chances to get in to the program in Vermillion, and where I can do my fitness testing, because that's the big part.
Chatted with Mike Rowe the other night, good to hear from him again, bought himself a saturn (go fuzzy!) so I'm keeping my eye out for a forest green SC2 with the Fez behind the wheel.
Trying to get a new job at a car dealership, I'd like to get on in the service department, I'll do oil changes, I don't care. I'll do that untill I can get my apprenticeship ticket and then It's time to get serious about this stuff, life is not on hold while I goof off and play grasscutter and ski instructor for the rest of my life.
I've been really depressed lately. I'll be fine soon enough, I hope.
Really in a funk right now... again, I can't find music that will even put me in a good mood... how bad is that? For me, that's harsh, like funked right out.
"I can not control you, into wanting me" -- Seether