MARIO MENDOZA......
This update is Public for a reason.....Only so My most amazing boyfriend can read this...
Tonight made me realize how much I fucking love you. Don't EVER scare me like that again.....I cried all the way home in Jason's arms, because I thought I was about to loose you. You were the one who kept Jim from doing that the other night, you were the one who kept me from doing it last night, and the night before, I made a promise to you, that I love you so much that I wouldn't do it. I hated hearing that you wanted to hurt yourself. As soon as I saw the word Goodbye, I was scared mindless that you had done somthing stupid. I can't loose you, Mario. I Love You. I'm sooo in love with you, and this time it's the most fucking amazing thing to me. I Love that you love me, baby. It feels amazing to me. I'm in the most amazing fucking relationship I could ever imagine. I don't deserve this, I don't deserve you, and yet I was blessed with you.
Mario Mendoza, I LOVE YOU ALWAYS......