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today was a busy day, i turned in my biology paper then went to work then went back to school just to decide as class was getting ready to start that we shoudl see all of zacks game, so jack and i walked out before walrus got there and jessica said she woudl take notes. she showed me a family planning booket she got, and she told me where i shoudl go to get the shot. so it looks like i am doing that. zack won so that was good and after that we went to bobs for dinner ryan was our server, he is so cute, i love him. and he gave us big icecreams which was awesome. then i got an email from alan, and i guess i was a little upset but jack made me realize our lives are so mcuh ebtter than his. and that we will have babies when we are old enough to take care of them. after we have college degrees and successful business(es) oh well i know ishould be sad he treated me badly, but i didnt treat himthat great either, i guess we just werent the fit i thought we were. i realize that now i guess, when i can have converstaions and debates with people and they dont hit me and they dont push drugs and alcohol. although to be perfectly honest i have pushed alcohol on jack a little. but i dont force him, lol. oh well its just that i realized i would rather be married to a man that loved me and our children and i would knwo would be there, as opposed to a man i coudl have wild crazy sex with that woudl beat meand tell me i wasnt good enough to have his baby. ok im out, a lot to think about. i really am happy, ididntknow it was possible after everything and its taken some time, but i really am happy.