Dear God
It's me again down here
Don't wanna sound insincere
I'm lost
Sometimes you're so unclear
What can I do?
I'm feeling so far from you
Frustrated
Irritated
Disconnected from it all
The weight of the world
Has pushed me to the wall
~Chorus~
I surrender
To you I'm giving in
Come take me
Save me
I want to start again
I'll open my broken heart
'Cause I've reached the end
And you are the way to begin
I've seen a million empty smiles
Living in denial
I don't wanna live like that
Where nothing's real
I hate how it is to feel
Frustrated
Irritated
Disconnected from it all
I'm breaking
I'm aching for something beautiful
~Chorus~
All the riches in this world
Couldn't fill this great big hole
It takes something so much more
Only you can take me
You can make me whole
~Chorus~
can't explain what i've been feeling lately.
so much to do. spring break has officially started, because i'm not going to classes today. i've gotten sick again...just from being a girl. i'm going to find out what i can do to prevent this from now on.
massive amounts of shopping to do in 3 hours tonight. bible study with my crush tonight (hopefully). first day of work tomorrow. new york saturday. i don't really have a free day till a week from this tuesday coming up, and i'll be doing homework.
i just want to try not to stress. i hope this tylenol with codine kicks in, even if it puts me to sleep.