Its only fare for me to talk about me now..

[thomson_cyndi]

Jay and I talked today... We sat over a pot of coffee and talked about everything between us. After the second pot of coffee we decided we rushed into this relationship. Kinda hurts.. I love him.. and always will.. but this is for the best I keep saying to myself. He is having movers come get his stuff tomorrow.. I am now just afraid Sara is gonna be mad... Thank you Jay for everything. You taught me so much about myself. I wish you the best in life. I will always miss you. You always have a piece of my heart. This means the wedding is off. Thank you so much for everyone that was gonna be in it! I apperciate it. Hopefully you will reaccept later when I find the right match.

Faith- is there any chance that sometime you and I could go just chat? I need someone to talk to.

Kassidy and Jay- Thank you for everything during this.. I love you two so much!

Gary- I will be on tonight so we can talk..

Ira- Oh Ira, I needed to give you a shout out! I love you.. sorry we haven't talked lately.

Martina- Sometime would you like to go shopping? I would really like to spend time with you...

Deana and Keith- I love you two so much. Thank you keith for helping me when I needed to be shown that I am selfish. I can't wait to see your guys baby! Keith hope you are feeling better.

Reba- Thank you for keeping my wedding dress. I will come get it so I can return it.

Sara- Thank you for having me on tour with you. Thank you for welcoming me in your family. Thank so much for letting me meet Jay. Thank you for everything! I miss the little children so much!

Kenny- I may have to reconsider going on tour with you. I will call you later!

Shania- Mind if i call you sometime to talk?

Julie and Jimmy- I wish you guys the best in everything.. We all should hang out sometime..

Everyone else. I love you all so much. Call me anytime you guys need to talk. I am really shy. You all know that...