Party and Play?? Are you frickin kidding me? LOL Friday, April 5, 2013.
What a strange week for me. Started talking to a guy that is 25 years younger than me, through a gay social media site, and just after a few emails I was asked if I party and play? I had heard this party and play (PNP) means drugs and sex. So I looked it up on google, and from what I can read it means "hard core" drugs and sex. This guy told me he had a "connection" I would really like, so I assume it meants his drug supplier. Not sure, and not going to find out. Haven't heard from him since he asked me all about this yesterday. To bad, while I am not passing judgement on him, I have no interest in any non prescription drugs other than something for headaches, colds, sinus, and alleregy. He asked me to call him last night and could we start the all drug fueled party tonight (friday). I didn't answer, so this morning I get an email from him saying I don't follow orders well. So I just deleted his emails. What I refer to as my entire adult gay life, I have found very few guys who wanted a friendship with me who did not have an alcohol and/or drug problem. Here I am, on the verge of turning 58 years old, and it's still like when I walked out of the proverbial gay closest at the age of 23. Funny how some things in my lifestyle never change. I mean, really, this trying to make gay friends thing, just never changes for me.
So yesterday afternoon I left work early, due to coming in early for a project, and I stopped at a friends house before going home. He too is working on losing weight and is going to a gym. But I don't see any improvement with him. Then I realilzed the same can be said of me, so tomorrow I will start back to the gym again. If only 1 of us is able to make any changes it darn well is going to be me. I also realized I don't consider him quite the friend I thought I did. But that in itself is a story for another time. Had an actual friend coming by tomorrow but I canceled it. Not sure why though?
Just Say'in...
So yesterday afternoon I left work early, due to coming in early for a project, and I stopped at a friends house before going home. He too is working on losing weight and is going to a gym. But I don't see any improvement with him. Then I realilzed the same can be said of me, so tomorrow I will start back to the gym again. If only 1 of us is able to make any changes it darn well is going to be me. I also realized I don't consider him quite the friend I thought I did. But that in itself is a story for another time. Had an actual friend coming by tomorrow but I canceled it. Not sure why though?
Just Say'in...