saddness
solids sick. she had been acting funny the past couple months(peeing all the time, and in the house, soo not her style) so we had her treated for a bladder infection. She was okay though, her normal self, and then a couple days ago she could barely hold her head up:(:( We took her to a GOOD vet, please, never ever go to Del Mar Pet Hospital, and found out she has hyper thyroidism. which is good, cause theres medicine, but we just cant get her back on her feet. She wont eat, she is throwing up all the time, wont drink, and she just looks down right miserable. not to mention that shes 16! Ahhhh:(:(:( Right now im sitting in the backyard with her(cause last time she went to mope in the garden another cat appeared and tried to beat her up!!) and just wishing that she would get better. I lovelovelove this cat, and i would scream with joy if she was better, but I also am faced with if-shes-going-to-die ideas, and find myself hoping (cringe) she'll just die in her sleep and we wont have to CHOOSE. im sooo distraught over the whole thing. im going to take her back inside now