long time, no see.
wow, I haven't updated this thing since 2005.
man, oh man.
i've decided that the only way to express my feelings, is to write them down.
I think I'm going to keep this private, letting only a few special people read every now and then, but i'm most definitely disabling comments and such.
To make a long story short, my life has been absolutely insane these past 2 years, and I think I've grown more in 2 years than anybody I know.
My self-conscious eats me alive, and it's been killing me lately.
My love life has been a whirlwind, and I kind of like it. It helps me grow as a person.
But I can finally say that I am ready to be with somebody. Hopefully that will happen soon, if I play my cards right.
As of right now, I am jobless, boyfriendless, prom-dateless, phoneless, and sibling-less.
BUT I do have a new car, and it's pretty nice, and I'm very appreciative of that.
my birthday was a few weeks ago, and it was absolutely perfect.
As I said before, I will probably start updating this thing on a regular basis, so keep your eyes peeled!