I can't come back until I have something to show for this pain.
Some kids just shot off legit fireworks at the school playground.
Those are the only ones I saw this year....
I lied...
The world gave me fireworks.
I was standing in battlefield older than I am,
with wooden fences I bet were remade since 1863.
And I was scared to fucking death to imagine anything, or look deeper,
I was scared that I would close my eyes and wake up in the civil war.
I know that sounds stupid, but stranger things have happened to me.
Back to the fireworks....
There were more lightening bugs in that field then I've ever seen in one place.
Natural, organic, fireworks.
I appreciate things differently than these industrial machines.
I wish I could write like I used to.
I wish I had that energy again.
Those are the only ones I saw this year....
I lied...
The world gave me fireworks.
I was standing in battlefield older than I am,
with wooden fences I bet were remade since 1863.
And I was scared to fucking death to imagine anything, or look deeper,
I was scared that I would close my eyes and wake up in the civil war.
I know that sounds stupid, but stranger things have happened to me.
Back to the fireworks....
There were more lightening bugs in that field then I've ever seen in one place.
Natural, organic, fireworks.
I appreciate things differently than these industrial machines.
I wish I could write like I used to.
I wish I had that energy again.