Aug 06, 2008 13:54
Well lets see what crazy things are going on in the life of Thomas...
Seeing my best friend go through the same stuff I had to go through. I mean not just like oh that was a weird parallel. I mean everything that happen to me to a T. The worst part is that I don't know what to tell him because I mean it takes time. And that's different for everyone.
I'm losing a really close friend. Which kind of sucks. I mean we can't even make time for each during the summer. How are we going to do it when school starts. It's not that I want to lose you as a friend. So I really don't know what needs to be done to fix it. But we need to find out soon. :(
Oh crap school is starting. Time to see if I really got talent. Time to test myself. I have to take 15 credits. Plus work and on top of that try and have a social life. Fun part is that I'm not even scared. I welcome the challenge. I want to push myself to my limits and once i reach them push even father.
I hate him a lot. I mean hate him. But at the same time I really miss him. I want to talk to him so bad. I want to just say hi. But I don't think letting him back in at this time in my life is the best thing to do in the world right now. I mean he's having a freaking baby. That's right I'm going to have a half sister in like a month now.
I really want to see what happens between you and me. I know that it will be hard but don't you think it would be worth trying. You can't be afraid to to try. If you are then you won't get anywhere. You'll always be asking yourself what could of happened. So please lets give it a try.
Almost done with my first episode of Dash Anderson. I'm really going to do this. I want to get my name out there. The cool part is that I want to get my friends names out there too. I mean I already got Darrel who is going to help with the music. So if you think you could help out let me know. I mean anything. To acting, lighting, taking pictures. I don't care. I just want this to really be something that can get my friends involved.
I think that's it for now. Long post that was.