too much
too much going on right now, it's like an overload.
Kelly my roommate blew up at me last night. She felt I have been acting selfish for a long time, but allowed it to simmer without actually saying anything to me about it. Because of her overreaction, I nearly overreacted myself and started to make plans to move out, but my therapist today helped me realize that that was a little bit rash.
I'm still worried about the house closing, which seems to be progressing, but not nearly as fast as I'd like. At the same time, I'm very excited about what will start to happen once the closing finally takes place, so that in itself is a source of conflict in my head.
I'm still a little disappointed and confused about what to do in regard to my mom. Something is wrong with her, and I can't solve it, but our relationship is suffering because of it.
On the bright side, it's looking like I' actually have that job as a dance instructor, and once I get good, I could be making 60 grand per year from that alone.
Overall, I really just want things to settle down. I long for a time when that will happen. I miss having some control over what happens, and no major events to worry about or problems to work around and solve.
Kelly my roommate blew up at me last night. She felt I have been acting selfish for a long time, but allowed it to simmer without actually saying anything to me about it. Because of her overreaction, I nearly overreacted myself and started to make plans to move out, but my therapist today helped me realize that that was a little bit rash.
I'm still worried about the house closing, which seems to be progressing, but not nearly as fast as I'd like. At the same time, I'm very excited about what will start to happen once the closing finally takes place, so that in itself is a source of conflict in my head.
I'm still a little disappointed and confused about what to do in regard to my mom. Something is wrong with her, and I can't solve it, but our relationship is suffering because of it.
On the bright side, it's looking like I' actually have that job as a dance instructor, and once I get good, I could be making 60 grand per year from that alone.
Overall, I really just want things to settle down. I long for a time when that will happen. I miss having some control over what happens, and no major events to worry about or problems to work around and solve.