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now that i'm done being retarded..
I can honestly say, I've never been so confused in my entire life.
Allow me to explain...
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Stephanie P. Clark has been my closest, most trusted friend, since I moved here to Washington. In our 4 year friendship I think I've loved her for.. ohh.. 3.10 years (thats 3 years 10 months for all you slow people). We've dated one time in that expanse, and that only lasted a week. So how ever long I've been keeping my intense emotions for this woman to myself, granted everyone knows about them. Steppy and myself have been through different intensity of fights and for the most part.. have gotten over them. Theres been pretty much nothing standing in our way of friendships.. nothing has been able to ruin things between us permently. Which is a good thing. And just recently, I believe things between us are getting better and better between us with each passing day. However, she is in Chicago, doing the smart thing and focusing on school, and I am here in Silverdale, focusing on.. well.. everything I shouldn't be.
Enter Mina... ( have no idea what her last name is ). We've been on one date and I've gone to CK to hang with her after school for a bit. Funny thing is.. unlike most every girl I've dated, I pretty much can't manipulate her like I can most other girls. If you doubt what I say.. talk to Steppy, or even Amber, they've both agreed to this. Well.. I remember Amber saying it. Anyways, Mina is a bit of a challenge for me. We've been a rather interesting match, in a sense we both have a need to control a situation.. whether by subtle means.. or just out right controling it. Which has made for two very interesting.. and rather enjoyable times. Heres the problem..
... wait ...
There really isn't a problem. So there shouldn't be confusion.
Steppy and I already agreed that we aren't going to get into a boyfriend/girlfriend situation..
and I told Mina I don't want a girlfriend right now..
So why am I confused.
Eh, I need to talk to Steppy.
(>.o )>
(>.<)
<( o.<)
<( o.o )>
......
now that i'm done being retarded..
I can honestly say, I've never been so confused in my entire life.
Allow me to explain...
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Stephanie P. Clark has been my closest, most trusted friend, since I moved here to Washington. In our 4 year friendship I think I've loved her for.. ohh.. 3.10 years (thats 3 years 10 months for all you slow people). We've dated one time in that expanse, and that only lasted a week. So how ever long I've been keeping my intense emotions for this woman to myself, granted everyone knows about them. Steppy and myself have been through different intensity of fights and for the most part.. have gotten over them. Theres been pretty much nothing standing in our way of friendships.. nothing has been able to ruin things between us permently. Which is a good thing. And just recently, I believe things between us are getting better and better between us with each passing day. However, she is in Chicago, doing the smart thing and focusing on school, and I am here in Silverdale, focusing on.. well.. everything I shouldn't be.
Enter Mina... ( have no idea what her last name is ). We've been on one date and I've gone to CK to hang with her after school for a bit. Funny thing is.. unlike most every girl I've dated, I pretty much can't manipulate her like I can most other girls. If you doubt what I say.. talk to Steppy, or even Amber, they've both agreed to this. Well.. I remember Amber saying it. Anyways, Mina is a bit of a challenge for me. We've been a rather interesting match, in a sense we both have a need to control a situation.. whether by subtle means.. or just out right controling it. Which has made for two very interesting.. and rather enjoyable times. Heres the problem..
... wait ...
There really isn't a problem. So there shouldn't be confusion.
Steppy and I already agreed that we aren't going to get into a boyfriend/girlfriend situation..
and I told Mina I don't want a girlfriend right now..
So why am I confused.
Eh, I need to talk to Steppy.