Dec 10, 2005 23:14
Well sitting here home alone, not that I mind, I like being alone sometimes. Gives me time to wonder and think. Went to Bymuseets christmas- lunch yesterday, it was really fun and cosy. I think I was home about 22:30, but we began at 14:00 so I think it's okay.. I did get at bit drunk - snaps is really bad for you!!!!
Today Thomas and I went shopping for gifts - my god how many people can you put into a small shoppingmal??? TO MANY!!! I almost got crazy, so the rest of the presents will have to be bought on an weekday!!! early!!! I HATE MANY PEOPLE!!!!
So didn't do anything with the paper today. But my mother-in-law read it again and said that is now is really really good. So I hope she is right!!
When we returned from the shopping, Thomas began to complain about that is was satuday and we were just at home, so i said he could call some friends and hear if they wanted to go out for at beer or two. so he did and now he is playing pool with a friend. I often have the same thoughts as he does. We spent a lot of time home, and a lot of time together. If I'm out I always come home early to him, because I know he is at home, and because i'm just really bad a beeing out late - I get really really tiered!!! (What a young person I am..). But I often get the thought, that we are boring. We are not out partying every weekend or something. But is that boring not to do that? Actually I don't think so, I go to a few partyes - but have fun when I'm away!! And I hate to have hangowers! You always have to set off two days for one night of party! And I really could use the time for something else than hangowers.. Do I sound like an old angry lady?? I don't want to be.. Maybe I'm boring. In highschool I didn't went to every school party or on disco every weekend, and some people considered me boring....When I lived with my parents I mostly got home early because they would pick me up if it wasn't after 2, so I often did that. We lived about 8-9 km out side the town and well it's a long walk or ride on a bike. And okay, I didn't wanted to spent money on a taxi... Everytime I went out it costed at least 140 kr in taxi, and then the drinks and entre came. So it was not cheap.. Am I boring? Hmm tough quiestion, for all the "pop" people who enjoy discoes and expencive drinks I am boring.. But for people who like family (and I'm a real family person), and who like partyes with few, but good friends, i'm funny:). I know that, I just sometimes get a "sad period" where I think "what will I tell my children? that mom sat home all her youth??" But that is not true.. When I was about 15 I did party a lot, at first with friends from rowing, and after that with friends from my efterskole.. So I think I have had my share of disco-party... I'm not boring, I'm just not wasting my life or money on drinks and people I don't know!!!!!!!!
Do I fell better now? not really, but it'll come!!
I just watched Dickens "et juleeventyr" - don't know the english titel.. But it is good and I enjoyed it very much.