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I really wish I could get over Jeremy.
I mean, I know it's never going to happen,
because you can't get over love, but I wish I could move on.
All we do is fight.
He only wants me for the physical part of the relationship.
And I can't take it anymore.
I mean, I have no problem with being physical,
but I need him to care too.
And he doesn't.
There's nothign there.
We have nothing to talk about.
We have none of that cuteness that a new relationship has.
All we do is talk about sex,
and naked pictures,
and stupid shit liek that.
But then he tells me he doesn't only want me for physical stuff.
Righttt...
how do you tell me that,
but then tell me you want to come over tomorrow?
And then tell me you don't like me, you like Angela?
Like I said, he's using me for a physical relationship.
And my dumb ass will go along with it till I can find someone better.
Which, I think I have.
I'm really starting to fall for this kid.
No one knows him.
It's not who you think.
But it can't work either,
because he has a freaking girlfriend too!
What the fuck?
Every cute boy should be single.
He likes me, he told me tonight.
But he can't because of her.
But I think I'm dealing with it okay.
as long as I know he wants me, I'm okay.
and I told him already, I'll wait.
He's alot better than the other stupid boys around here.
I just hope I have the patience to wait.
I don't want to mess this up.
He puts me in the best mood.
No matter what's going on,
as soon as he says hi,
I get the biggest smile on my face.
actually, I have a huge smile now just talking about him.
Gahhh.
:]
I mean, I know it's never going to happen,
because you can't get over love, but I wish I could move on.
All we do is fight.
He only wants me for the physical part of the relationship.
And I can't take it anymore.
I mean, I have no problem with being physical,
but I need him to care too.
And he doesn't.
There's nothign there.
We have nothing to talk about.
We have none of that cuteness that a new relationship has.
All we do is talk about sex,
and naked pictures,
and stupid shit liek that.
But then he tells me he doesn't only want me for physical stuff.
Righttt...
how do you tell me that,
but then tell me you want to come over tomorrow?
And then tell me you don't like me, you like Angela?
Like I said, he's using me for a physical relationship.
And my dumb ass will go along with it till I can find someone better.
Which, I think I have.
I'm really starting to fall for this kid.
No one knows him.
It's not who you think.
But it can't work either,
because he has a freaking girlfriend too!
What the fuck?
Every cute boy should be single.
He likes me, he told me tonight.
But he can't because of her.
But I think I'm dealing with it okay.
as long as I know he wants me, I'm okay.
and I told him already, I'll wait.
He's alot better than the other stupid boys around here.
I just hope I have the patience to wait.
I don't want to mess this up.
He puts me in the best mood.
No matter what's going on,
as soon as he says hi,
I get the biggest smile on my face.
actually, I have a huge smile now just talking about him.
Gahhh.
:]