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[thisxisatragedy]

i feel so weird about everything
im totally emotionally rollercoastering aobut everything
that whole stupid thing with colin has depressed me
i feel like crying or beating the crap out of something
doesnt help that im reading lord of the flies and worrying
about whether or not im seeing the deepest meaning in it.
is it about the communists or the nazis. or is it just
about a bunch of boys. little boys with too much responsiblity
is it a metaphor for man kind.
im retarded i know
but i feel so lost again :/
everything nosedived
schools in exactly a week. i feel like a loser
kristen abandoned me [maybe not exactly but pretty much]
lunch
im so obessive compulsive!
dealwithitgetoveritcryaboutitsleep
i have a week to get this crap together and deal!
♥