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[thisworldfades]

So, yeah. it's only been like three months since I posted on here. I saw Seville friday. we went to the park and... It was almost like we were still actually involved in eachothers lifes. I want to be out of school... I want to take a long trip with some people I really care about. I want to have meaning and purpose in my life, something I seem to have lost lately. I need something more than what I've settled for, I need to stop being scared to live. I need to confront the pain head on.
Jesus save me from this mess I've made.
love,
Ray