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i got a 25 on my acts.
i feel pretty darn smart.
ANYYYYWAY! break was lame besides going to the movies with my loves, i tried to get neil to go but he didnt have money. i said i would pay for him and he was like i'll give you a down payment or something cute like that. he asked his parents if he could go but it was kind of last minuet so i didnt really have high hopes. he mumbled something into the phone, i didnt dare ask what he said because i didnt want to look stupid (the last conversation we had i wasn't really listening and kept saying "what. huh?" dumb things like that. i felt really bad but chris was distracting me haha). he's cute when he stutters and he even stutters when he tells little jokes to keep the conversation going. anyway he asked if we could go to the movies this up coming weekend i said sure! haha. i hope that by the end of the week he can still go.
i really want to see vacancy but he's not 17 so i dont know how thats gonna go down. there really isn't anything going on between us... yet. i don't really know what the hell i am doing. i thought he was cute when i saw him on the bus in the beginning of the year but nicole said he was an asshole, so i just blew it off. at buffalo wild wings after the saturday show of pocket full of rhymes, felicity kept grabbing his ass through the bottom of the seats and he thought it was me. we started talking, i got his number, i'm pretty sure i waited too long to call because it was like ten days after. yeah it was too long but i was nervous and didnt know what to say. i'm going to go slow because i dont want to screw things up. if he just wants to be friends thats cool too. i dont know, i'm trying to show him i'm interested in him but i'm not the best at that. SO i will just continue to talk to him, get to know him, ask him to hang out blah blah blah blah blaaaaaaah! things that other people would consider normal, but since i have not been exposed to this portion of life yet i do not really know how it works. GOD it sucks being inexperienced at 17, but my views are pure i guess, still no one listens to me... actually thats another topic, so im going to stop here.
yeah. life's good.
i feel pretty darn smart.
ANYYYYWAY! break was lame besides going to the movies with my loves, i tried to get neil to go but he didnt have money. i said i would pay for him and he was like i'll give you a down payment or something cute like that. he asked his parents if he could go but it was kind of last minuet so i didnt really have high hopes. he mumbled something into the phone, i didnt dare ask what he said because i didnt want to look stupid (the last conversation we had i wasn't really listening and kept saying "what. huh?" dumb things like that. i felt really bad but chris was distracting me haha). he's cute when he stutters and he even stutters when he tells little jokes to keep the conversation going. anyway he asked if we could go to the movies this up coming weekend i said sure! haha. i hope that by the end of the week he can still go.
i really want to see vacancy but he's not 17 so i dont know how thats gonna go down. there really isn't anything going on between us... yet. i don't really know what the hell i am doing. i thought he was cute when i saw him on the bus in the beginning of the year but nicole said he was an asshole, so i just blew it off. at buffalo wild wings after the saturday show of pocket full of rhymes, felicity kept grabbing his ass through the bottom of the seats and he thought it was me. we started talking, i got his number, i'm pretty sure i waited too long to call because it was like ten days after. yeah it was too long but i was nervous and didnt know what to say. i'm going to go slow because i dont want to screw things up. if he just wants to be friends thats cool too. i dont know, i'm trying to show him i'm interested in him but i'm not the best at that. SO i will just continue to talk to him, get to know him, ask him to hang out blah blah blah blah blaaaaaaah! things that other people would consider normal, but since i have not been exposed to this portion of life yet i do not really know how it works. GOD it sucks being inexperienced at 17, but my views are pure i guess, still no one listens to me... actually thats another topic, so im going to stop here.
yeah. life's good.