my mental state in case someone cares
man i realized yesterday or something that i'm really bummed. i have lost 3 friends in the past 3 weeks. and that was 60% of my friends here. damn you ny for being so damned expensive.
the other one grew up here but just figured atlanta would be a better place to raise her son.
i'm also a little anxious about my job starting on monday. i fear it. what if i hate it. what if they are mean to me. my traumatic experience w/ the last 3 months of my other job has me permenantly scarred. or at least scarred until the world proves to me that its not always like that. my friend D says its totally not. she worked there too. as she emailed me this... "Things in the real world do not happen like they do at IV."
i guess i'm looking forward to the "real world"
the other one grew up here but just figured atlanta would be a better place to raise her son.
i'm also a little anxious about my job starting on monday. i fear it. what if i hate it. what if they are mean to me. my traumatic experience w/ the last 3 months of my other job has me permenantly scarred. or at least scarred until the world proves to me that its not always like that. my friend D says its totally not. she worked there too. as she emailed me this... "Things in the real world do not happen like they do at IV."
i guess i'm looking forward to the "real world"