Day 01 - Introduce yourselfDay 02 - Your first loveDay 03 - Your parents (f'locked)
Day 04 - What you ate todayDay 05 - Your definition of loveDay 06 - Your dayDay 07 - Your best friendDay 08 - A momentDay 09 - Your beliefs (f'locked)
Day 10 - What you wore todayDay 11 - Your siblings (f'locked)
Day 12 - This weekDay 13 - What’s in your bagDay 14 - What you wore todayDay 15 - Your dreams aspirationsDay 16 - Your first kissDay 17 - Your favorite memoryDay 18 - Your favorite birthday Day 19 - Something you regret
SO MUCH. I'm full of regrets. Since I was ten or so, I've been extremely self-conscious. I almost always over-think things, and tend to miss opportunities as a result. Sometimes I really feel trapped in my own head.
So. College, sophomore year. "Authority and Legitimacy in the Age of Moore and Shakespeare." (Best class ever.) The instructors (it was joint-taught by an English professor and a History professor) ask us why we think Shakespeare's Richard III sort of threw in the towel at the end of the play? Why, after he dreams about all the people he's killed, does he ride into battle instead of skulking away and surviving? My thought was, it's a framing device. "Richard II" begins with an aborted trial by combat, which sets the whole War of the Roses in motion. It makes sense, in literary terms, for "Richard III" and the war to end with a sort of trial by combat, one that actual results in a death.
I thought it was pretty clever and nobody else said anything, but I kept my mouth shut. Why if I didn't say it right? What if I tripped over my own tongue, which I sometimes do. I'm such an idiot. *sigh*
Also, there was this boy I wish I'd kissed. I was at a party my first year of college, and we were dancing really close. (And it was the Immorality Ball, so we weren't wearing much.) He made like he wanted to kiss me, but I shook my head. He respected my expressed desire not to be kissed, so we just kept dancing. I should have kissed him.
I suck.
Day 20 - This month
Day 21 - Another moment
Day 22 - Something that upsets you
Day 23 - Something that makes you feel better
Day 24 - Something that makes you cry
Day 25 - A first
Day 26 - Your fears
Day 27 - Your favorite place
Day 28 - Something that you miss
Day 29 - Your aspirations
Day 30 - One last moment
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Can't decide if I like Yahoo Mail Beta. It's definitely faster, but I think it still has a few bugs to work out.
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So, I've been seeing these two male Mallard ducks around campus. Just the two of them, waddling around together. I like ducks. They're cute. So I started to wonder if maybe same-sex ducks sometimes pair off. So I looked up information on the behavior of Mallards.
O_O
Mallards are horrible. That's what I get for anthropomorphizing, I guess.
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I don't have a lightweight coat for the spring. I mean, I do, but there's this stain around the collar. I have no idea where it came from. It's in the back, so I couldn't have spilled anything on it.
Anyway, I'm eying this raincoat: in
red or
blue. I wonder if that's too flashy.