Jan 17, 2010 20:53
I've ruined my sleep schedule.
I didn't wake up until two again today.
Thinking about the past two years (because of dumb facebook lurking), the relationships I worked so hard on when Bob and I were together and shortly after we broke up. Friends of his I wanted to be friends of mine. Astounding how quickly a lot of those relationships fell apart. People I really felt fondly about. Pleh.
I'm just bitter because it's nostalgia I wish was ennui.
And I think about the relationships I'm forming now. People I feel fondly about.
What if I move? Or travel? I hope these ones don't fall apart as easily. Pleh.
It funny. Three days ago I was feeling so good about where I was at. I'll be fine.
I just need a good night of snuggle. And to do laundry.