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I find myself surprised when attractive, smart, nice, or talented people think they like me.
I promise you I'm faking it. My head is full of nothing and my fingers are full of bumbling.
Eric often calls me out on my "false modestly." He obviously over estimates my sense of self worth.
Regardless of the deprecation, the further away I get from 2008 the better I feel about what I'm doing with myself. The last 6 months have been life changing and affirming. The last two weeks incredible.
New friends, cool opportunities, getting closer to people with whom I have some healthy relationships.
Not to say I feel good about everything going on, but I feel good about what's coming up.
Who cares if it comes together cleanly.
I promise you I'm faking it. My head is full of nothing and my fingers are full of bumbling.
Eric often calls me out on my "false modestly." He obviously over estimates my sense of self worth.
Regardless of the deprecation, the further away I get from 2008 the better I feel about what I'm doing with myself. The last 6 months have been life changing and affirming. The last two weeks incredible.
New friends, cool opportunities, getting closer to people with whom I have some healthy relationships.
Not to say I feel good about everything going on, but I feel good about what's coming up.
Who cares if it comes together cleanly.