I'm fucking working on it.
My Olympia life is slow and steady and graceless and uneventful and easy and confusing and obvious.
But the updated IA crew is magical.
Long-johns and a fireplace.
Things are comfortable here and people I love are everywhere. Which is a blessing and a burden.
I'm trying to handle my flaky/awkwardness by approaching people with the same intention that was required on the road. This is a struggle. But I think it's worthwhile.
I have reattached myself in realistic ways. This is a struggle, but it feels much better.
I've got a ride to the bay area for New Years.
I will not bring my laptop.
Then I think I will train back home. 20hrs.
I spent the first part of last night with the sad bastard brigade and it was great. We talked about how much we hate everything but each other. We're negotiating regular meetings.
Then the end part of last night drunk as shit in Seattle with some good people.
Real drunk real talk.
But the updated IA crew is magical.
Long-johns and a fireplace.
Things are comfortable here and people I love are everywhere. Which is a blessing and a burden.
I'm trying to handle my flaky/awkwardness by approaching people with the same intention that was required on the road. This is a struggle. But I think it's worthwhile.
I have reattached myself in realistic ways. This is a struggle, but it feels much better.
I've got a ride to the bay area for New Years.
I will not bring my laptop.
Then I think I will train back home. 20hrs.
I spent the first part of last night with the sad bastard brigade and it was great. We talked about how much we hate everything but each other. We're negotiating regular meetings.
Then the end part of last night drunk as shit in Seattle with some good people.
Real drunk real talk.