Ack. It's all my fault
I should just leave her alone. I should let her be younger than me. I shouldn't tell her to follow me. I shouldn't let her be like me. I'm older. I should be protecting her. I shouldn't be encouraging her. I always let her get into so much trouble. I feel so bad. It's my fault. I always convince her to do things with me even though she isn't allowed to see me. Why am I so stupid. Why do I pull crap like this that doesn't effect me, but the life of another person is being effecting. I'm so stupid. I've messed up royally this time.