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i am so tired.
but i had a rather busy day yesterday.. with meetings and such..
and not to mention a nice five and a half hour conversation ..that lasted till 5 this morning.. :) It was a nice convo though.. talked about everything there is to cover. I learned alot about music, YOUR life, how people with similar backgrounds seem drawn to eachother, religion, how maine sucks and people from different states REALLY think we are hicks.. haha and a ton more.
i dont know.. i just dont know.
i guess ill wait and see.. ;)
so.. i made it ten years without my mom. Yesterday was the anniversary of her death. i havent seen/spoke/hugged my mom in ten years.. imagine not hugging/seeing/speaking to your mom for ten friggen years.
and never will be able to again..
but its okay. i dealt with it alot better this year than in the past.
i think in some "odd waY" ive found "closure" from that.. as best i can. wich is good.
so... doing all i can to apply tro full sail. I dont know if ill go but im atleast attempting to.
sixtynine thousanmd..
maybe piercing my lip this weekend..
debating out the pros and cons..
if not a piercing then a new tat.
ooo and meeting with band about managing tnight.. IM SO NERVOUS!
but i had a rather busy day yesterday.. with meetings and such..
and not to mention a nice five and a half hour conversation ..that lasted till 5 this morning.. :) It was a nice convo though.. talked about everything there is to cover. I learned alot about music, YOUR life, how people with similar backgrounds seem drawn to eachother, religion, how maine sucks and people from different states REALLY think we are hicks.. haha and a ton more.
i dont know.. i just dont know.
i guess ill wait and see.. ;)
so.. i made it ten years without my mom. Yesterday was the anniversary of her death. i havent seen/spoke/hugged my mom in ten years.. imagine not hugging/seeing/speaking to your mom for ten friggen years.
and never will be able to again..
but its okay. i dealt with it alot better this year than in the past.
i think in some "odd waY" ive found "closure" from that.. as best i can. wich is good.
so... doing all i can to apply tro full sail. I dont know if ill go but im atleast attempting to.
sixtynine thousanmd..
maybe piercing my lip this weekend..
debating out the pros and cons..
if not a piercing then a new tat.
ooo and meeting with band about managing tnight.. IM SO NERVOUS!