back to where i began.
lets see, where to begin.
eric went back to his ex. i should have saw that coming, really, but i was naieve. so that is over, oh well. i was pretty pissed for a couple days about it, but its whatever. parts of me hate that we are still connected by that wreck we were in. another part is glad. its odd how a near death experience can connect people in a extraordinary way. i watched the video for Brand New's "The Quiet Things.." tonight and cried. as soon as my head hit the ground after falling out of the car, that song started playing in my head. it just brings it all to life again.
sometimes i lay in bed at night and i relive it all.
i hate when i do that.
i really thought i was dead.
anyways, in other news, bane is next week. YESSSS!!!! i know its going to be one of those defining moments in life for me, really. im real stoked on it, and im praying i have enough money to see bayside the next day, because if i do... oh my.
eric went back to his ex. i should have saw that coming, really, but i was naieve. so that is over, oh well. i was pretty pissed for a couple days about it, but its whatever. parts of me hate that we are still connected by that wreck we were in. another part is glad. its odd how a near death experience can connect people in a extraordinary way. i watched the video for Brand New's "The Quiet Things.." tonight and cried. as soon as my head hit the ground after falling out of the car, that song started playing in my head. it just brings it all to life again.
sometimes i lay in bed at night and i relive it all.
i hate when i do that.
i really thought i was dead.
anyways, in other news, bane is next week. YESSSS!!!! i know its going to be one of those defining moments in life for me, really. im real stoked on it, and im praying i have enough money to see bayside the next day, because if i do... oh my.