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i went to the doctor today. he changed my medicine and i hope that was a good decision. i just want to start feeling well again. i just want to have joy back in my life. i just want to feel good again.
i dont want to want to buy new things to wear. i dont have anyone to impress. i dont care much about how i look, because he isnt there to compliment me. i know its pathetic, but i cant help myself. i really hope this gets better with time though.
im very grateful for the people i have been blessed with who have been there for me during this time. i couldnt have done it without them. they are very special to me and i value their love and care for me. im sure they get tired of me being so down, i know im tired of it. but i just dont handle things like this well. when i fall, i fall hard, and i dont heal easily.
im fragile. im bruised. i need healing.
i dont want to want to buy new things to wear. i dont have anyone to impress. i dont care much about how i look, because he isnt there to compliment me. i know its pathetic, but i cant help myself. i really hope this gets better with time though.
im very grateful for the people i have been blessed with who have been there for me during this time. i couldnt have done it without them. they are very special to me and i value their love and care for me. im sure they get tired of me being so down, i know im tired of it. but i just dont handle things like this well. when i fall, i fall hard, and i dont heal easily.
im fragile. im bruised. i need healing.