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ive been giving some more thought to going to the monastery for a weekend.
i never gave it true consideration in the begining when seville introduced the idea to me.
but the idea of drawing away and drawing near... it seem more and more appealing.
things have been going pretty well. dealing the pseudotumor cerebri has definitely been an experience. i think im adjusting well though. im starting to lose weight which is exactly what needs to happen, and i think this whole experience has made me view things a lot differently. i think its really given me a different perspective on things; it brought me back down to where i needed to be. i think it really affected the people closest to me as well, because it was a scary time and things like that tend to put things into perspective for you. its sad it takes life-changing events to do that for people.
im looking forward to summer. i want to do like, well, EVERYTHING this summer!! waterparks, amusement parks, music festivals.. you name it, im so going to want to be there. i dont know if i will be able to do everything, i mean i do have to work some too, but im going to do as much as possible, that is for sure.
i think that is all i have to say for now. i just felt like writing for a minute, and it got some things off my mind. love you all.
i never gave it true consideration in the begining when seville introduced the idea to me.
but the idea of drawing away and drawing near... it seem more and more appealing.
things have been going pretty well. dealing the pseudotumor cerebri has definitely been an experience. i think im adjusting well though. im starting to lose weight which is exactly what needs to happen, and i think this whole experience has made me view things a lot differently. i think its really given me a different perspective on things; it brought me back down to where i needed to be. i think it really affected the people closest to me as well, because it was a scary time and things like that tend to put things into perspective for you. its sad it takes life-changing events to do that for people.
im looking forward to summer. i want to do like, well, EVERYTHING this summer!! waterparks, amusement parks, music festivals.. you name it, im so going to want to be there. i dont know if i will be able to do everything, i mean i do have to work some too, but im going to do as much as possible, that is for sure.
i think that is all i have to say for now. i just felt like writing for a minute, and it got some things off my mind. love you all.