Oct 30, 2007 00:15
i have come to realize that everything happens for a reason. i mean, i think i knew all along. its just certain circumstances are bringing that idea to my attention lately. and im coming to terms with that. im also coming to terms with the fact that im not in control. lately, more like over a year or so now ive been trying to do everything my way. ive been trying to push my way through school just so i can get out of this town. ive had these ideas and plans and whatever. i havent given a thought to what God wants. havent even bothered to ask him really. i really lost myself.
so there is bound to be a lot of change ahead. ive came to terms with the fact i might not be going back to school next year. ive came to terms with the fact i might not be working at lowes next year. but thats okay. maybe i need a break and a change of pace. maybe there is something better awaiting me, something God wants for me, and ive just got too used to doing the same ol' same ol'. i would like to leave campbellsville. i would like to move to louisville and go to school there and go to church with devin. but thats what i want. what does God want?
what does God want for me?
what does God want for you?
let God lead.