Closing Credits...
"I Just Can't Live A Lie"
Lately nothing I do ever seems to please you
And maybe turning my back would be that much easier
Cause hurtful words are all that we exchange
But I can't watch you walk away
Can I forget about the way it feels to touch you?
And all about the good times that we've been through
Could I wake up without you every day?
Would I let you walk away?
No, I can't learn to live without
And I can't give up on us now
[Chorus]
Oh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie
Could I forget the look that tells me that you want me?
And all the reasons that make loving you so easy
The kiss that always makes it hard to breathe
The way you know just what I mean
No, I can't learn to live without
Ohh, so don't you give up on us now
Ohh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie
Ohh, and I don't wanna try
Ohhhh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie
I just can't live a lie
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie
I'm done posting song lyrics.
That's it.
I'm done.
Because I have to be.
So finally...
After a million song lyrics and posts
and crying and whining
and details that just....
don't need to be shared with the public.
This chapter in my life is done.
Thisshadow has followed me around for way too long.
It's lingered.
And hovered over my head
and cast so many other shadows in my life that
light has never been shed on.
Maybe one day
There will be a new journal.
Because everyone knows a journal
is my way of venting.
Practicing my own perosnal philosophies.
Learning how to visually correct my grammar
and misspellings.
And maybe help keep others from making my mistakes.
Or just maybe let them know that
someone is going through the same thing too.
So many memories.
So much that has been said.
So much effin drama.
I didn't think that this is where I would be
a year ago.
Not at all really.
Not even in the slightest did I ever fathom this.
It's painful.
Out of body experience type of thing.
I love you.
Whoever you are.
If you have ever had the "privelege"
or pleasure of reading this.
Chances are at some point or another.
I have loved you.
Or still do love you.
Thank you.
Thank you for your patience.
Thank you for your guidance.
Thank you for the time, the teachings, the long philosophical
conversations, the comments, the opinions (whether I wanted to
hear them or not), sheding light on some really vengeful-angry-crazy
times, and for the little extra drama in my life (it's kept me on
my toes and without SOME of it I wouldn't be the person I am today), thank you
for helping me and maybe letting me help you a little.
This is so much more than a journal to me.
It's a record of well.....a vital portion of my life.
My first few days of college are recorded on here.
Good ole Rikkee and Angelica.
They are missed.
NOT.
But, really.
Everything from almost the past two years is on here.
Fisrt kisses.
Several break-ups.
New friendships.
The loss of old ones.
And well....
That important one.
The introduction.
The first date.
The day after the first date.
The nerves.
Everything.
Up to this.
wow.
It's a weird feeling.
This chapter really is over.
So....
Just....
Thank you.
It's hard to see you go.
But don't be a stranger.
If you need me.
You'll know where to find me.
Let's just hope that the end of the story has
a "happily ever after".
Lately nothing I do ever seems to please you
And maybe turning my back would be that much easier
Cause hurtful words are all that we exchange
But I can't watch you walk away
Can I forget about the way it feels to touch you?
And all about the good times that we've been through
Could I wake up without you every day?
Would I let you walk away?
No, I can't learn to live without
And I can't give up on us now
[Chorus]
Oh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie
Could I forget the look that tells me that you want me?
And all the reasons that make loving you so easy
The kiss that always makes it hard to breathe
The way you know just what I mean
No, I can't learn to live without
Ohh, so don't you give up on us now
Ohh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie
Ohh, and I don't wanna try
Ohhhh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie
I just can't live a lie
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie
I'm done posting song lyrics.
That's it.
I'm done.
Because I have to be.
So finally...
After a million song lyrics and posts
and crying and whining
and details that just....
don't need to be shared with the public.
This chapter in my life is done.
Thisshadow has followed me around for way too long.
It's lingered.
And hovered over my head
and cast so many other shadows in my life that
light has never been shed on.
Maybe one day
There will be a new journal.
Because everyone knows a journal
is my way of venting.
Practicing my own perosnal philosophies.
Learning how to visually correct my grammar
and misspellings.
And maybe help keep others from making my mistakes.
Or just maybe let them know that
someone is going through the same thing too.
So many memories.
So much that has been said.
So much effin drama.
I didn't think that this is where I would be
a year ago.
Not at all really.
Not even in the slightest did I ever fathom this.
It's painful.
Out of body experience type of thing.
I love you.
Whoever you are.
If you have ever had the "privelege"
or pleasure of reading this.
Chances are at some point or another.
I have loved you.
Or still do love you.
Thank you.
Thank you for your patience.
Thank you for your guidance.
Thank you for the time, the teachings, the long philosophical
conversations, the comments, the opinions (whether I wanted to
hear them or not), sheding light on some really vengeful-angry-crazy
times, and for the little extra drama in my life (it's kept me on
my toes and without SOME of it I wouldn't be the person I am today), thank you
for helping me and maybe letting me help you a little.
This is so much more than a journal to me.
It's a record of well.....a vital portion of my life.
My first few days of college are recorded on here.
Good ole Rikkee and Angelica.
They are missed.
NOT.
But, really.
Everything from almost the past two years is on here.
Fisrt kisses.
Several break-ups.
New friendships.
The loss of old ones.
And well....
That important one.
The introduction.
The first date.
The day after the first date.
The nerves.
Everything.
Up to this.
wow.
It's a weird feeling.
This chapter really is over.
So....
Just....
Thank you.
It's hard to see you go.
But don't be a stranger.
If you need me.
You'll know where to find me.
Let's just hope that the end of the story has
a "happily ever after".