Lets us face it...
After months of turmoil...
And bitching...
And crying..
And just total blatant ridiculousness.
I will be the first to say that the past six months
have been the best, the worst, and the hardest of my
entire life.
The best only because I have learned so much about myself.
The worst and the hardest are pretty self explainitory.
Life will always be hard.
But, the past few months have been harder and more emotionally
draining than I could ever have imagined.
But once again my life has taken a new twist and thrown
someone else in my life who has always been on the sidelines...
Behind the scenes...
Ok. (aside from all the dramatics).
Someone who's just freakin awesome.
First I get my bestfriend who happened to be a girl I hated
for like almost four years.
Second I get like the most awesome guy ever who connected to
me through some of the most awkward and random circumstances
on the planet.
And you know what?
It's ok.
I don't mind.
But on a different note...
A slighter heavier one...or darken one.
Since most people say on a lighter note.
Nevermind.
I'm in more trouble than I can get out of.
And for everyone who knows me...
You know that I have the ability to talk
my way out of most anything and if I can't talk my way out...
I force my way out.
Lets just say for all of you that I made plans with.
You may possibly not be seeing me afterall.
And I apologize for making plans and then screwing up and getting into trouble.
Do me a favor.
Never read this journal out loud.
Esspecially if you are talking to me.
I know more than one person who does that.
In fact.
Don't even let me know you read it.
Unless you are commenting on something.
I don't want to know.
Gah I'm tired.
And I slept on my back funny the whole left side of my back is
cramped up.
Five days til Christmas and I'm on house arrest and I can't finish my Christmas
shopping.
I hate cold weather.
And runny noses.
And having to kiss up to my parents.
And complaining.
But I'm going to do it anyway.
BUt I like laughing for no reason.
And doing nothing.
And getting in to trouble and just not
caring.
Cause seriously.
Nothing can ruin my mood.
except for having to run the vaccum cleaner.
Don't my parents realize they're almost doing me
a favor by putting my on house arrest?
Now I can get all my stuff accomplished.
Wrap my presents.
Work on my painting.
Bake.
Falalalalalalala...la.
UHTUHTUHTUHTUHTUHTUHTUHT...Uht. (for those who speak uht.)
Now I'm just bored.
I should eat something.
And bitching...
And crying..
And just total blatant ridiculousness.
I will be the first to say that the past six months
have been the best, the worst, and the hardest of my
entire life.
The best only because I have learned so much about myself.
The worst and the hardest are pretty self explainitory.
Life will always be hard.
But, the past few months have been harder and more emotionally
draining than I could ever have imagined.
But once again my life has taken a new twist and thrown
someone else in my life who has always been on the sidelines...
Behind the scenes...
Ok. (aside from all the dramatics).
Someone who's just freakin awesome.
First I get my bestfriend who happened to be a girl I hated
for like almost four years.
Second I get like the most awesome guy ever who connected to
me through some of the most awkward and random circumstances
on the planet.
And you know what?
It's ok.
I don't mind.
But on a different note...
A slighter heavier one...or darken one.
Since most people say on a lighter note.
Nevermind.
I'm in more trouble than I can get out of.
And for everyone who knows me...
You know that I have the ability to talk
my way out of most anything and if I can't talk my way out...
I force my way out.
Lets just say for all of you that I made plans with.
You may possibly not be seeing me afterall.
And I apologize for making plans and then screwing up and getting into trouble.
Do me a favor.
Never read this journal out loud.
Esspecially if you are talking to me.
I know more than one person who does that.
In fact.
Don't even let me know you read it.
Unless you are commenting on something.
I don't want to know.
Gah I'm tired.
And I slept on my back funny the whole left side of my back is
cramped up.
Five days til Christmas and I'm on house arrest and I can't finish my Christmas
shopping.
I hate cold weather.
And runny noses.
And having to kiss up to my parents.
And complaining.
But I'm going to do it anyway.
BUt I like laughing for no reason.
And doing nothing.
And getting in to trouble and just not
caring.
Cause seriously.
Nothing can ruin my mood.
except for having to run the vaccum cleaner.
Don't my parents realize they're almost doing me
a favor by putting my on house arrest?
Now I can get all my stuff accomplished.
Wrap my presents.
Work on my painting.
Bake.
Falalalalalalala...la.
UHTUHTUHTUHTUHTUHTUHTUHT...Uht. (for those who speak uht.)
Now I'm just bored.
I should eat something.