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i don;t want to bore all of you with break up thoughts, but i really am such a paranoid & jealous person!
Andy is meeting that ellie gal tomorrow in southampton.
he is such a hypocrit, he really is!!! i fucking hate it.
he gives me all these reasons why we break up & the main one, is that i am too young, but me & ellie are the same age.It makes no sense!
& last night i called him for abit of a catch up & he is out with, sam, sophie & someone else.He tries to make me jealous by pulling sophie onto his lap, but why would i care when sophie is going out with same, it's soo fucking stupid.
I don;pt want to hate him, cos thats what he wants, cos for me to hate him, will make it easier for him to deal with this shitty break up!
god this boy is so fucked up in the head, its jsut one big confusin.
& even if they do gt together & she meets elmon & everyone back in brighton....hahaha lets just say i don;t think elmon will approve.
god im so frustrated...i need a shag.
Andy is meeting that ellie gal tomorrow in southampton.
he is such a hypocrit, he really is!!! i fucking hate it.
he gives me all these reasons why we break up & the main one, is that i am too young, but me & ellie are the same age.It makes no sense!
& last night i called him for abit of a catch up & he is out with, sam, sophie & someone else.He tries to make me jealous by pulling sophie onto his lap, but why would i care when sophie is going out with same, it's soo fucking stupid.
I don;pt want to hate him, cos thats what he wants, cos for me to hate him, will make it easier for him to deal with this shitty break up!
god this boy is so fucked up in the head, its jsut one big confusin.
& even if they do gt together & she meets elmon & everyone back in brighton....hahaha lets just say i don;t think elmon will approve.
god im so frustrated...i need a shag.