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[thissastickup]

So, I think that after all the stress and frustration and "responsibility" and money and time and grievances and mistakes and irresponsibilities [the latter 2 being NOT on my part], I will no longer be working at the Gramercy Park Hotel. Whether I quit or get fired is still in the air...I just felt like for the first time, I had a "set" and somewhat secure job. I had a little work family. I was well respected. I had a "history" there as one of the most responsible employees, like knowing that everyone thought they could count on me. I even have a little nest egg in my bank account. I don't want to bother with the details of what happened tonight...but it was a catalyst. I have grabbed my ankles too many times for that fucking place to even care anymore. So I guess...here's to endings.

ps- Christmas?!?!?! Totally rules.