eff that
I wish I were stronger! I feel so helpless and weak right now... oh but nothing can bring me down from the hapiness I got when i came home. Finally UCF updated my application status, I was getting worried that they lost my response! But I had a pretty bad day. I felt slightly down about last night (but whatever, who needs that shit anyway) and I had problems at work. My boss told me that I was slacking off a little bit and she was worried. I totally understand. I have been slacking off. My mind has been eveywhere but my priorities. I am sad about ... but its for the best, I need this. I just hope that everything works out fine. Tommarow night we're all going out to independent again!! woot! I'm excited! Oh and yes THE BRAVETTES ARE DANCING TO TOXIC BY BRITNEY SPEARS TOMMAROW NIGHT AT THE GAME!! HOLY EFF THAT MADE MY DAY! We're going to suck, but the music will own!
quote of the envening "anita you always go clubbing, you'r going to be a trash whore!!!"
My mom is on some shit and i want to meet her provider because WHAT THE EFF. Ive been to a club once!!! and clubbing does not make you a trash whore!!! She really needs to calm down with all of that. I go out once a week now, and that is only the weekends. I sit in my house every night after school, work and practise and fill out applications for scholarships and write essays and poems for contests! AND I AM A TRASH WHORE!! I like sex, but I am not a trash whore... speaking of sex :(
I really do hope that tommarow brings hapiness!