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so uh
I turn twenty in a month.
isn't that depressing? 20.
I know what you're thinking "Nicole you sounds like you're turning 40"
No.
20 is old. I can't think "I'm only a teenager."
every time I make a stupid decision.
noone can make excuses for me and my stupid actions "Julie give her a break... she's just a kid..."
I'm old. old. old.
and though I don't see it when I look in the mirror.
and even though I don't have creaky bones or a broken hip.
I feel it.
Yeah I know. I'm crazy.
but I'm honest.
I turn twenty in a month.
isn't that depressing? 20.
I know what you're thinking "Nicole you sounds like you're turning 40"
No.
20 is old. I can't think "I'm only a teenager."
every time I make a stupid decision.
noone can make excuses for me and my stupid actions "Julie give her a break... she's just a kid..."
I'm old. old. old.
and though I don't see it when I look in the mirror.
and even though I don't have creaky bones or a broken hip.
I feel it.
Yeah I know. I'm crazy.
but I'm honest.