4 things i have to say right now.
-hi, i love jesus with everything inside of me. And as im sure many of you have noticed, ive rearranged my life for him. This past year has taught me a lot.. truth, commitment, loss.. and even love. faith in god has followed me through everything, and changed me entirely.
-brittany, throughout our friendship we have obviously had odds against us. we live far away, in two completely seperate lives, with two completely different boyfriends. i need you to know that i love you, and not a single day goes by where i doubt you as my best friend. right now is probably one of the worst states our friendship has ever been in.. we dont find time for one another and we dont trust one another like we used to. maybe when i start driving things will be different because all the pressure wont only be on you. i just wanted to remind you that im still here, same old jackie, and ill never leave.. aside from how things seem.
-audrey, i dont think i could possibley tell you how much i appreciate your friendship. these past few monthes we've gotten a lot closer. no matter what may happen.. im here for you. always<3
-i want to toss you up, spin you around and make you see what you have turned yourself into. some kind of pity party.. no ones attending. im ashamed of you. you're pathetic, lowly, soft. you let people mold you and form your opinions because you obviously have no backbone to do it yourself. disgusting? id say so. if being cool is defined by your unpleasing actions, youre surrounded in a room full of nerds, because take a look around.. you are alone in you melodramatic actions. your attempt to shine/gain attention. please grow up, its about time.
<3thankyou ash for my beautiful present. im in love with it
<3thankyou nik for keeping me on my feet
and i truly meant that-
-brittany, throughout our friendship we have obviously had odds against us. we live far away, in two completely seperate lives, with two completely different boyfriends. i need you to know that i love you, and not a single day goes by where i doubt you as my best friend. right now is probably one of the worst states our friendship has ever been in.. we dont find time for one another and we dont trust one another like we used to. maybe when i start driving things will be different because all the pressure wont only be on you. i just wanted to remind you that im still here, same old jackie, and ill never leave.. aside from how things seem.
-audrey, i dont think i could possibley tell you how much i appreciate your friendship. these past few monthes we've gotten a lot closer. no matter what may happen.. im here for you. always<3
-i want to toss you up, spin you around and make you see what you have turned yourself into. some kind of pity party.. no ones attending. im ashamed of you. you're pathetic, lowly, soft. you let people mold you and form your opinions because you obviously have no backbone to do it yourself. disgusting? id say so. if being cool is defined by your unpleasing actions, youre surrounded in a room full of nerds, because take a look around.. you are alone in you melodramatic actions. your attempt to shine/gain attention. please grow up, its about time.
<3thankyou ash for my beautiful present. im in love with it
<3thankyou nik for keeping me on my feet
and i truly meant that-