he had a lot to say, he had a lot of nothing to say - we'll miss him
WE'RE GONNA MISS HIM... R.I.P
MUDVAYNE IS TOMORROW! HOLLA! MSI IS ON SUNDAY! HOLLA (DOUBLE)!
school was a waste, as usual. i skipped third and fourth period. 1st, 2nd, 5th, and 6th were alright. i wasn't really in the mood to deal with jess today. like, she was being bitchy toward me at first then she started being nice and i just couldn't deal with it. when i'm upset about something, it takes a while for me to calm down, unless i work things out. but i never officially work things out with jess ever. lol. that just seems to be the nature of this relationship. things get said but nothing changes. i know i'm not perfect and don't pretend to be but i know that a lot of problems we're still having is caused by jess not appearing to take them seriously or try to do something about them. i've been telling her to talk to her mom about me talking to her for the longest time now and she has yet to do that. she said that she really couldn't find the time to talk to her about it, which is somewhat understandable, but at the same time, i feel that if she really wanted things to change soon, she'll find some way of talking to her mom. it's not like she doesn't see her mom. i feel like i'm on the verge of falling off a cliff in this relationship. it's like every little thing she does just pushes me further and further. and i try to take it all with a smile but i can't. this relationship is too bipolar for comfort. lol. how can two people have so many problems about stupid shit ? maybe one of these days, i'll be able to get a hold of jess and work some of this shit out. i doubt it but there's always wishful thinking.
anyways, i've been thinking a lot about bani. i haven't talked her since the day after christmas when she spent the night and for bani and i, that's a long ass time. before then, i was used to talking to her at least once a week. it's been like four months now. i'm kind of worried about her. i want to make sure she's alright and things are going good for her. i don't know, all that good shit. lol
done.
peace out boy scout
MUDVAYNE IS TOMORROW! HOLLA! MSI IS ON SUNDAY! HOLLA (DOUBLE)!
school was a waste, as usual. i skipped third and fourth period. 1st, 2nd, 5th, and 6th were alright. i wasn't really in the mood to deal with jess today. like, she was being bitchy toward me at first then she started being nice and i just couldn't deal with it. when i'm upset about something, it takes a while for me to calm down, unless i work things out. but i never officially work things out with jess ever. lol. that just seems to be the nature of this relationship. things get said but nothing changes. i know i'm not perfect and don't pretend to be but i know that a lot of problems we're still having is caused by jess not appearing to take them seriously or try to do something about them. i've been telling her to talk to her mom about me talking to her for the longest time now and she has yet to do that. she said that she really couldn't find the time to talk to her about it, which is somewhat understandable, but at the same time, i feel that if she really wanted things to change soon, she'll find some way of talking to her mom. it's not like she doesn't see her mom. i feel like i'm on the verge of falling off a cliff in this relationship. it's like every little thing she does just pushes me further and further. and i try to take it all with a smile but i can't. this relationship is too bipolar for comfort. lol. how can two people have so many problems about stupid shit ? maybe one of these days, i'll be able to get a hold of jess and work some of this shit out. i doubt it but there's always wishful thinking.
anyways, i've been thinking a lot about bani. i haven't talked her since the day after christmas when she spent the night and for bani and i, that's a long ass time. before then, i was used to talking to her at least once a week. it's been like four months now. i'm kind of worried about her. i want to make sure she's alright and things are going good for her. i don't know, all that good shit. lol
done.
peace out boy scout