your face is nothing but statue to be detroyed. and i will destroy it
well i had an interesting day to say the least. ill skip over the nonimportant things and jump right into the problem.
of course, it's about jess. jess was pissed at me because i had my arm around danielle, playfully, not really anything special. so basically she was ignoring me til the end of school. well, during 6th period, i skipped with john howell and we ran into tim. well i asked tim about him drinking with jess because i thought they did. well tim told me they didn't drink, but they smoked. i asked if jess smoked and he said that she did. so the first thing that came in my mind was that jess lied to me and went behind my back. I WAS PISSED. here is this little bitch getting mad at me for doing something and when i told her not to smoke weed and she told me she didn't, she goes and does it and still thinks she has the right to get mad at me. even writing this just pisses me off because she betrayed me. she smoked with a friend of mine, which makes it worse. she has to be pretty fucking dumb to think i wouldn't find out. so when i confronted her about it before we got on the buses, she straight up said no, which i could tell in her eyes was a straight up lie. then this bitch kept getting an attitude at me.
anyways, i was basically arguing with her the whole time on the phone after school, keeping gina inside my room bored. lol. sorry gina. but after talking with gina and my mom (lol), i came to the conclusion that i wanted to make this work but i'm done trying like for real this time. i've said i'm done trying before but i never really pushed myself to really be done. it's a tough situation for me and jess isn't doing anything to make it better. all she's doing is going behind my back and getting pissed about me "flirting." oh well, i don't have time to put up with that shit. obviously, she didn't care enough about me to tell me the truth. so, like i told gina (jokingly), if she can go behind my back doing shit, i can to around hers. seems fair to me.
well, i'm done ranting for now, im gonna go call my homeslice anna banizzle. holla.
peace out girl scout
of course, it's about jess. jess was pissed at me because i had my arm around danielle, playfully, not really anything special. so basically she was ignoring me til the end of school. well, during 6th period, i skipped with john howell and we ran into tim. well i asked tim about him drinking with jess because i thought they did. well tim told me they didn't drink, but they smoked. i asked if jess smoked and he said that she did. so the first thing that came in my mind was that jess lied to me and went behind my back. I WAS PISSED. here is this little bitch getting mad at me for doing something and when i told her not to smoke weed and she told me she didn't, she goes and does it and still thinks she has the right to get mad at me. even writing this just pisses me off because she betrayed me. she smoked with a friend of mine, which makes it worse. she has to be pretty fucking dumb to think i wouldn't find out. so when i confronted her about it before we got on the buses, she straight up said no, which i could tell in her eyes was a straight up lie. then this bitch kept getting an attitude at me.
anyways, i was basically arguing with her the whole time on the phone after school, keeping gina inside my room bored. lol. sorry gina. but after talking with gina and my mom (lol), i came to the conclusion that i wanted to make this work but i'm done trying like for real this time. i've said i'm done trying before but i never really pushed myself to really be done. it's a tough situation for me and jess isn't doing anything to make it better. all she's doing is going behind my back and getting pissed about me "flirting." oh well, i don't have time to put up with that shit. obviously, she didn't care enough about me to tell me the truth. so, like i told gina (jokingly), if she can go behind my back doing shit, i can to around hers. seems fair to me.
well, i'm done ranting for now, im gonna go call my homeslice anna banizzle. holla.
peace out girl scout