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Jan 30, 2006 02:22

weird weird weired...
everythings weirrd
well i found out the conclusion of why matt left gbt on saturday,
which is kept to myself.
i dont want to talk about it
it doesnt matter anymore.
ive moved on.
whatever,
it happens.
ive been way tired these past two days
to care about much of anything right now..
i worked two shows..
saturday i worked from 2-11pm
for a meeting and the sold out she wants revenge show..
sunday night i worked the mute math show
which i thought no one was going to show up to
because it was an 8 dollar show
and i never heard of them..
it ended up to be nearly sold out!
i loved the whole vibe of the crowd though when they playyed
i was so amazed... it sounded like i was in some kind of ampitheatre..
ive never heard a great show ever in a history of me working at the epicentre then mute math's show
their crowd is sooo amazing and inspirational
it was overwhelming for me...
and knowing me it made me really happy!
even though i was sittting in the record store
i felt the whole vibe all around me
and i wrote this great poem while listening to them...
when i closed the store.. i didnt expect anything but a ride home from my friend idania that works at the epicentre..
we had to stay a little while after the show because no one was leaving...
i was sitting down on the booth waiting
and i look over next to the stage
and all the band members from switchfoot were there..
i was exremely amazed that they were at the epicentre!
i then realized that theyre good friends with mute math
and then duh.. theyre from san diego..haha..
well they stayed like an hour after the show still.. and we were all waiting for the band members to leave so we can close the venue.. but idiana got to get off early and she took me home...

what i didnt mention was.. during the end of the show i felt this feeling inside of me like i was overwhelmed for some reason? i was really tense, and it was like my chest was holding my breathes? like i couldnt breathe right? and i was kind of shaking.. i got home and i still felt that way like i was going to pass out? it kind of scared me.. i think it was because i only ate breakfest.. and at the show i tried to drink two red bulls because i didnt get any sleep the past two days... i still havnt slept in the last hours.. i think im going to head for bed now....

theres a lot for me to say but my words are going to slur if i say more since im extremely tired..
so goodnight..
xo
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