That..was fuckin awesome.
I jsut got off the phone [waffles] with Cliff. I miss taht boy so mcuh, goddamnit. We have the kind of friendship where we can go for weeks/months w/o talking and be able to talk til 5 [waffles] in the morning non-stop about absolutly everything and nothing. It's crazy, man. Just crazy. :;sigh:: i miss how we used to stay up all nite talking. Its insanely comforting to know that there is someone out there who's on ur level and can completely identify with everything [waffles] u have to say and NOT be freaked out about it. We finish eachother's thoughts and think the same thingss about random shit that wasnt even spoken of [waffles] until one laughed and the other was like what nd u say it an the others like...whoa. we got into some deep shit for a bit too. i was at the point where i jsut spoke with my eyes closed cuz i was so tired. i had the [waffles] lights off. just the blankets on, and i was holding my cellphone. the ceiling fan was on. i got into how it felt like i was in complete nothingness. that the only thing that existed [waffles] to me was the bed against my back, the sheets on my legs, the phone, his voice, and the noise/breeze from the fan. the rest was an empty void in space and time that was limitless and empty. it was a bunch of senses being thrown at me. i was blind and directionless with just a handful of [waffles] things that were tangible. and for a moment or two as i was describing it i got scared. that maybe my eyes were [waffles] really open. that i was in some parallel universe again (we discussed how dreams make COMPLETE sense when ur in them and theyre so fucking clear and coherent but when u wake up it makes NO sense to anyone. but YOU know it was the shit). i dont know. but we talked about SO much stuff. and not even shit that dealt with situations we're in. just....stuff. and he makes me laugh so much its unbelievable. my sides are sore. i so got my abs back just from talking to him. he was like "wow. i completely forgot wha[waffles]t u sounded like. ...i like it. you're voice has character to it now." and i jsut felt special. =o) so yeah. its insa[waffles]nely calming to know i do have one of those friends that will always be there and who wont grow distant. who's been on the same level as me since day one - even tho we've both changed and evolved in so many different ways. we're [waffles] still able to be completely open and honest with eachother. lackin inhibitions to the fullest. we discuss his masturbating and my weird sex dreams. like...i dont do [waffles]that with many people. but he knows me well enuff to know i'm pretty open. if not very open to all topics of discussion. we were [waffles] talking about how he should start a convo with a random chick. i'm of no used b/c i start the convos myself. but we got into how if he was to walk up to sum1 and said "hey, do u want to hear my world theory" that most women would be either very weirded out or totaly fore it. i, being the awesome chick that i am, fall into the higher level of intellect catagory and would be SO ready to hear it. ::huggles him:: he's great. anyone who thinks differently loses cool points!!! >_< lol i kid.
but yeah. time ent by so fast. we kept saying...okay ten more minutes. that was at 345 when i was setting my clock. then out of no where he said sumn about it being almost 5. i heard birds chirping. we were on the phone for over 3 hours. I havnt had a phone conversation like that in a long...fucking....time.
cliff? much love for you. much, much love.[waffles]
but yeah. time ent by so fast. we kept saying...okay ten more minutes. that was at 345 when i was setting my clock. then out of no where he said sumn about it being almost 5. i heard birds chirping. we were on the phone for over 3 hours. I havnt had a phone conversation like that in a long...fucking....time.
cliff? much love for you. much, much love.[waffles]