The Last Something That Ever Meant Anything.

Feb 25, 2007 21:30

Don't apologize.
You know you did nothing wrong.
You know I fucked this one up.
And with us being " just friends."
Great.
I hope it saves you from emotional problems because I already have them.
And it would only be awkward because you don't want us to be more than friends and you know I do.
I know you're goal wasn't to upset me and you showing up with him didn't upset me.
The fact that you never even say hi did.
And I know I could have said Hey, but I was too embarrassed to.

I don't think you understand why I get so jealous.
If I didn't get another chance.
I'd hate myself.

And right now, I feel like this is never going to go away and I'm going to feel this terrible forever.

But to be honest.
I'm not bitter.
We are damn good friends.
And I don't want to ruin that as well.

"You know my heart (so tell me honestly, cause i don't really want this)
Knows all these lines (cause my jealous heart really can't take that)
So I'll sing this song for every word that's come out wrong."
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