august twenty seventh, two thousand four:
Well, another day has ended at dusk, and another night's slowly approaching the day's rebirth. SDFAKSBLEH...
FUCK IT... HERE GOES NOTHING! (literally)
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Another Risen Nothing:
can you see it comming?
can you feel it as it's rising up?
do you know when your world has gone down when it's risen above?
is it time to feel it?
is this the time to succumb?
have you forgotten to breathe for so long you now grow numb?
and when it all comes off
then will you take me in
and with no reason to stop
will you let it happen again
join me!
feel me!
douse the flames of ignorance,
show them all the light,
why are you significant,
blind them with your light!
can you see it comming?
can you feel it as it's rising up?
do you know when your world has gone down when it's risen above?
is it time to feel it?
is this the time to succumb?
have you forgotten to breathe for so long you now grow numb?
you made your promises,
showered me with wealth,
you brought your ignorance,
all my pain it's felt,
all my pain, is felt
all my pain
all my pain - is felt
all my pain
all my pain - is felt
all my pain...
and for this i hate you
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Eulogy:
gone is the one
the one who wanted more to be
gone is the one
the one who now i cannot see
gone is the one
the one waiting in the night
gone is the one
the one who left without a fight
i wanted something nevermore
but what it is i cannot have
i feel nothing but remorse
when this is over i'll be glad
gone is the one
the one who wanted more to be
gone is the one
the one who now i cannot see
gone is the one
the one waiting in the night
gone is the one
the one who left without a fight
i needed something more
light slowly fades way
i have to find the path
in darkness she will pray
i cannot reach you now
you are so close can you tell me how
in everything you are
you still can't see right through me
gone is the one
the one who wanted more to be
gone is the one
the one who now i cannot see
gone is the one
the one waiting in the night
gone is the one
the one who left without a fight
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My Everything: Disdain:
my everything is disdain,
for i am the one w/ (something) everything,
and i am the one who feels nothing (who has no-face)
i am disgraced
everytime i...
everything i...
everyone i...
sometimes i... hate everyone
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Something in Particular, Nothing in General:
there's something better,
something lost,
something unique.
it's something further,
something crossed,
this is what i seek.
i've traveled,
til my road has worn away,
shattered quickly,
memories are made today,
some things are beautiful,
and others i have missed,
you're what im searching for,
you are why i'm blessed,
there's something never,
something lost,
something unique.
it's something distant,
something crossed,
it's what i seek.
i never listened,
and for that im wearing thin,
ive found ambition,
a revolution sparks within,
i have struggled,
but my life just fades away,
quiet and quickly,
my world has been taken today,
somethings are beautiful,
and others i have missed,
you are what im searching for,
you're why im obsessed.
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Shooting Star:
sometimes i wander...
but i wander 'bout the world all the time...
sometimes i know...
at times i think i hate the world, when i hate you...
there are no memories full of kindness left in me...
there is no world where you can be a proud nothing...
alone in misery, my sweet deceit will set me free...
along the shadows i will crawl in my defeat...
i saw a shoot-ing star...
and then it ran quite far...
then in my emptiness,
i wander where you are...
you were my only sweet desire...
burning bright atop the sky...
i never felt alone all through the night..
but now in defeat soon i shall die...
i saw a shooting star...
but when it ran too far...
i remembered i hated everything
only everything that made you who you are...
----------------------------------------well that's enough for today... get out.
FUCK IT... HERE GOES NOTHING! (literally)
-----------------------------------------
Another Risen Nothing:
can you see it comming?
can you feel it as it's rising up?
do you know when your world has gone down when it's risen above?
is it time to feel it?
is this the time to succumb?
have you forgotten to breathe for so long you now grow numb?
and when it all comes off
then will you take me in
and with no reason to stop
will you let it happen again
join me!
feel me!
douse the flames of ignorance,
show them all the light,
why are you significant,
blind them with your light!
can you see it comming?
can you feel it as it's rising up?
do you know when your world has gone down when it's risen above?
is it time to feel it?
is this the time to succumb?
have you forgotten to breathe for so long you now grow numb?
you made your promises,
showered me with wealth,
you brought your ignorance,
all my pain it's felt,
all my pain, is felt
all my pain
all my pain - is felt
all my pain
all my pain - is felt
all my pain...
and for this i hate you
-----------------------------------------
Eulogy:
gone is the one
the one who wanted more to be
gone is the one
the one who now i cannot see
gone is the one
the one waiting in the night
gone is the one
the one who left without a fight
i wanted something nevermore
but what it is i cannot have
i feel nothing but remorse
when this is over i'll be glad
gone is the one
the one who wanted more to be
gone is the one
the one who now i cannot see
gone is the one
the one waiting in the night
gone is the one
the one who left without a fight
i needed something more
light slowly fades way
i have to find the path
in darkness she will pray
i cannot reach you now
you are so close can you tell me how
in everything you are
you still can't see right through me
gone is the one
the one who wanted more to be
gone is the one
the one who now i cannot see
gone is the one
the one waiting in the night
gone is the one
the one who left without a fight
-----------------------------------------
My Everything: Disdain:
my everything is disdain,
for i am the one w/ (something) everything,
and i am the one who feels nothing (who has no-face)
i am disgraced
everytime i...
everything i...
everyone i...
sometimes i... hate everyone
-----------------------------------------
Something in Particular, Nothing in General:
there's something better,
something lost,
something unique.
it's something further,
something crossed,
this is what i seek.
i've traveled,
til my road has worn away,
shattered quickly,
memories are made today,
some things are beautiful,
and others i have missed,
you're what im searching for,
you are why i'm blessed,
there's something never,
something lost,
something unique.
it's something distant,
something crossed,
it's what i seek.
i never listened,
and for that im wearing thin,
ive found ambition,
a revolution sparks within,
i have struggled,
but my life just fades away,
quiet and quickly,
my world has been taken today,
somethings are beautiful,
and others i have missed,
you are what im searching for,
you're why im obsessed.
-----------------------------------------
Shooting Star:
sometimes i wander...
but i wander 'bout the world all the time...
sometimes i know...
at times i think i hate the world, when i hate you...
there are no memories full of kindness left in me...
there is no world where you can be a proud nothing...
alone in misery, my sweet deceit will set me free...
along the shadows i will crawl in my defeat...
i saw a shoot-ing star...
and then it ran quite far...
then in my emptiness,
i wander where you are...
you were my only sweet desire...
burning bright atop the sky...
i never felt alone all through the night..
but now in defeat soon i shall die...
i saw a shooting star...
but when it ran too far...
i remembered i hated everything
only everything that made you who you are...
----------------------------------------well that's enough for today... get out.