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I’m having an identity crisis. This happens to me every once in a while, but particularly when I start my life over in a new place. I hate all my clothes, I don’t have a style. I want to be “me” but I don’t know what that means. I don’t want to change, but it’s hard when I have little sense of who I already am. I feel like such a transient. I’m always thinking that I need to have a stronger personality and that some day it will happen, but honestly I’m too easy going and adaptable for that. Is that a bad thing? When I think about it, it’s all just pretense anyway.
But still… All this doesn’t change my problem of feeling unremarkable. I need to be a little edgy. In the past, I would grab some scissors and chop half my hair off at this stage. But I’m trying to grow it out.
I must fight the urge to go shopping…
But still… All this doesn’t change my problem of feeling unremarkable. I need to be a little edgy. In the past, I would grab some scissors and chop half my hair off at this stage. But I’m trying to grow it out.
I must fight the urge to go shopping…