Mar 11, 2005 12:36
Im fuckin bored.Just here in my class being bored. Some girls got in trouble for cheating right now. that was pretty sweet. Yesterday after school i was so fuckin hot, i just jumped in the cold shower and fell asleep naked on my bed. i woke up around 6 and threw on some clothes and tried to make the best out of my hair. there really wasnt much to do so i smoked a cig and called up my friend jon and we talked for a few hours. I was feeling soo lonely so i put on Azure ray, i love their cd "hold on love" its so soothing and lonely-ish. Im kinda mad cause I talked to my friend raul a week ago and he told me he would call me right back and he still hasnt called. Im soo not gonna call him. thats soo fucked up. I miss my best friend linna alot. the last time we hung out was a few days ago and we watched
I heart huckabees. i love that movie with a passion of christ. I want to be in love sorta. I need to find a job too. I want alot of tats. half sleeves. gosh thats soo hott. I think today i have to do some homework, ive been lagging it alot and i need to get on track cause i need to fuckin graduate. Im gonna be 18 next month. Im so stoked. No more fuckin parents and i can go to clubs and linna doesnt have to buy my ciggarettes everyday. lol. hmm i hope it gets cold tonight cause i hate this fuckin heat. Im sorta hungy now. I want a boyfriend. i wanna be in love. I guess thats it. <3