Fuck OFf
Gawd Im sooo fuckin bored! I was super stressed last night cause i still dont know if im gonna graduate but i feel like im trying my best tho. i think i got an A on my final essay for the class. The last thing i can do is ace my final test. i really dont give a fuck tho. i just wanna get out of this fuckin place. this has been the worst 4 years of my fuckin life. This is no offense to my friends that ive made so dont even go there. i love all you guys. its the other 99 percent of posers,losers and retarted fucks that i hate. i hate soo much. i hate alot of things. i hate that im confused about life and i dont know anything anymore. life isnt simple. thats fucked. i miss linna. i miss raul. i only have one person i really feel that i truely love and really is my friend i can trust. that is the worst feeling. thats my worst fear is being alone. alot of the time i feel alone. i can't relate to most of the population. that blows either i feel that im too gay or not gay enough. but fuck it. i really dont give a fuck. i guess im on a roll now so i cant stop now. lol. i think im ugly i hate my hair. i wish i had abs. i wish i was lighter. i hate tans (on me). i guess theres really nothing i can do about it all. i guess thats where my "fuck it" attitude is derived. :)! im getting bored. i knew that it would happen. i felt bad i really did. maybe its just all the circumstances. I love you. i promise. i do. i swear to god. I just dont know what the fuck i want. FUckkkkkkkkkkkkkk! FUCk FUck FuCK FUCk FUck! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im just fucked. im listening to the new rocket summer. it makes me happy. his voice is sooo sexy. and his lyrics make me cry. i love to cry to songs. i think thats sooo fuckin amazing that someone elses feelings can be conveyed through me. thats awesome. I need some friends that dont annoy me or i can just be cool with. i have a few of those but we dont really hang out. Not to put anyone on blast but i love janae. i think you are such an amazing person. i love that you make me laugh just by looking at you. you totally get my sense of humor. your to fuckin much. i love it. i think you are a very good friend. :)! vanessa too. i love vanessa. thanks for letting me hawk your hair last night. i loved it with a passsion of christ. yep i think i feel now.... fuck it.
im just fucked. im listening to the new rocket summer. it makes me happy. his voice is sooo sexy. and his lyrics make me cry. i love to cry to songs. i think thats sooo fuckin amazing that someone elses feelings can be conveyed through me. thats awesome. I need some friends that dont annoy me or i can just be cool with. i have a few of those but we dont really hang out. Not to put anyone on blast but i love janae. i think you are such an amazing person. i love that you make me laugh just by looking at you. you totally get my sense of humor. your to fuckin much. i love it. i think you are a very good friend. :)! vanessa too. i love vanessa. thanks for letting me hawk your hair last night. i loved it with a passsion of christ. yep i think i feel now.... fuck it.