May 26, 2005 14:02
Hey wetbacks, just here in rain dogs class. im sooo fuckin bored yeh sooo im just waiting to get out of class and i thought i would spill my guts. im soooo hungry. ive been super bored and lonely but i guess thats the life of someone who doesnt want to hurt the people around him. i can't help anything. im not really confused anymore cause i know that i need to do this and get all my shit together. im sorry. i really am i hate hurting and hurting others i really do. I used to think it was cheesy and i would roll my eyes when i would hear people say that they were not supposed to be happy or love anyone in this life but i kind of relate sometimes. i just dont get why im soo stupid or why i cant make everyone happy. i wish i could even though i obviously know that i cant. yeah so im going to oasis with javi tonight. i hope i have a grand old time. i need some beer and some 27's. okay well just want to tell you all i love you. ttys. <3 erik