i'm buring like a bridge for your body
so it's christmas day. so a big shout out to JC: happy birthday.
i received the following items:
-fender strat complete with guitar lessons
-digital camera
-new desk
-car stereo
-money
-shopping spree
-a new straightener
-various other little things :)
athough i hate the cold, i love christmas time because everyone is so nice. i think it kind of sucks that some people aren't nice the rest of the year just because it's not the holiday season. i try to be.
i really wish i had a job so i could give so many more people presents. like...EVERYONE.
so i met a boy. no one ever reads this thing so i will feel free to elaborate on my situation. i think i like him. but at this point i'm not willing to sacrifice my freedom as a single lady to be with someone i'm not so sure i want to be with. i like hanging out with him. he's cute. he makes me laugh. but something's missing and i can't quite put my finger on it. maybe he's just not my type. i'm only 17, i'm allowed to be unsure, but i'm getting kind of tired of it.
i've been thinking a lot lately. i have it good. sure my family doesn't have buckets of money, my sisters are the spawn of satan, and i'm not as fit as i'd like to be, but compared to so many other people, i'm living the life. so i like to think about that sometimes when i get mad or sad about the situation i'm in. i also think about the friends i have. i love the dearly. i've come to realize that no one is perfect. they make mistakes. i make mistakes. we all spill big secrets, or develop a crush one someone else's boyfriend/ex boyfriend, or even talk badly of someone behind their backs. i don't think any of those things are grounds for never talking to someone again, but it shouldn't he a regular occurrence. i think that everyone deserves a second chance, maybe even a third. no matter how many flaws someone has or how many mistakes they make, everyone is good enough to be forgiven. to an extent. you know what i mean though. because i mean, we're in high school. well i am at least. none of this is going to matter in 5 years. maybe not even 2. so why let is ruin our time NOW when it's of little significance. i won't.
things to remember:
-cry whenever you feel like it, it'll make you feel better
-know that god loves you
-someone somewhere loves you more than you'll ever know
-i love you more than you'll ever know
-hugs are divine
-kisses are better
-i love my twin
-don't go searching for love, it'll find you.
-people suck sometimes
-alone time is essential
-everything happens for a reason (no matter how bad, something good will happen because of it.)
-and never forget the simple things in life because they will make you smile.
<3seannemairiwarfield
i received the following items:
-fender strat complete with guitar lessons
-digital camera
-new desk
-car stereo
-money
-shopping spree
-a new straightener
-various other little things :)
athough i hate the cold, i love christmas time because everyone is so nice. i think it kind of sucks that some people aren't nice the rest of the year just because it's not the holiday season. i try to be.
i really wish i had a job so i could give so many more people presents. like...EVERYONE.
so i met a boy. no one ever reads this thing so i will feel free to elaborate on my situation. i think i like him. but at this point i'm not willing to sacrifice my freedom as a single lady to be with someone i'm not so sure i want to be with. i like hanging out with him. he's cute. he makes me laugh. but something's missing and i can't quite put my finger on it. maybe he's just not my type. i'm only 17, i'm allowed to be unsure, but i'm getting kind of tired of it.
i've been thinking a lot lately. i have it good. sure my family doesn't have buckets of money, my sisters are the spawn of satan, and i'm not as fit as i'd like to be, but compared to so many other people, i'm living the life. so i like to think about that sometimes when i get mad or sad about the situation i'm in. i also think about the friends i have. i love the dearly. i've come to realize that no one is perfect. they make mistakes. i make mistakes. we all spill big secrets, or develop a crush one someone else's boyfriend/ex boyfriend, or even talk badly of someone behind their backs. i don't think any of those things are grounds for never talking to someone again, but it shouldn't he a regular occurrence. i think that everyone deserves a second chance, maybe even a third. no matter how many flaws someone has or how many mistakes they make, everyone is good enough to be forgiven. to an extent. you know what i mean though. because i mean, we're in high school. well i am at least. none of this is going to matter in 5 years. maybe not even 2. so why let is ruin our time NOW when it's of little significance. i won't.
things to remember:
-cry whenever you feel like it, it'll make you feel better
-know that god loves you
-someone somewhere loves you more than you'll ever know
-i love you more than you'll ever know
-hugs are divine
-kisses are better
-i love my twin
-don't go searching for love, it'll find you.
-people suck sometimes
-alone time is essential
-everything happens for a reason (no matter how bad, something good will happen because of it.)
-and never forget the simple things in life because they will make you smile.
<3seannemairiwarfield