Aug 02, 2004 16:32
well since i have no job because everywhere i apply, they never call me back, i am short 10 dollars for my warped tour ticket because farm fresh has a 10 dollar service charge. fuck them. i'm in such a shitty moody right now it's ridiculous. i hate when i get like this. i hate when i feel like i have nothing and everyone else has everything. sometimes i just wanna move and start over. somewhere where all the people i love aren't so much better than me and don't have so much more than me. ok, enough with that little rant, i had to get it out.
this past week has been interesting. saturday night i almost got in big trouble with the 5-0. twice. me, alex, mary, and courtney were driving out of church point from a party at like 1:30 in the morning and theres 2 cops blocking the road talking to eachother. i thought for sure we were gonna get pulled. i had so many excuses running through my head to try to get out of it. i almost started trying to build up some tears. but they just saw us coming and went on their merry way. PHEW! then we went back to kenny's house and were there for a good 15 minutes and there was a fight in the street and i started walkin towards it to see who it was and i saw a black undercover cop car drive by and i turned around. i sat in johns room for a while with a bunch of people trying to wait it out. i mean the cops have come to kenny's house before while i was there but i never got in trouble. then someone comes in and says the cops said if you're 18 and sober then get in your cars and leave. well i'm definitely not 18 but i wasn't taking the chance of getting in trouble for being around a bunch of drunk people in a little room and having to call my mom at 2 in the morning so i walked through the front yard. passed at least 5 cops on my way out. i smiled and kept walking. it was scary.
the 4 of us stayed the night at roscoes house that night. tiffanie howerin and her friend kristen were there too. i love tiffanie, i haven't seen her in a while so it was fun. me and her slept in roscoe's mom's room and had a nice talk about lots of stuff before we went to sleep.
yesterday was probably the least productive day in the entire world. i woke up at 4 in the afternoon because i was up all night at roscoes house because no one respects the sleepy when they're trying to party. So by the time i woke completely up and had a shower it was like 8. I got dressed and shortly after that richard, bryan, and battle showed up. it was nice surprise. we just hung out and talked for awhile, they left around 10. i was so mad because no one had called me, my phone had not rang ONE TIME ALL DAY. well around 11 salem told me he tried to call me but it was busy. so i called customer service to find out that they were having network difficulties. ew. wasted a night.
i was definitely supposed to have lunch with my twin and toi today, which i was SOOOOOO excited for, but toi had to go to leadership workshop until the 6th. so another reschedule is in order.
well if anyone can get me a warped tour ticket for 25.50(cuz that's all i have) then shout me a holler. my parents refuse to lend me any money. wonderful, aren't they? bleh
<3seanne