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holy shit this weekend. wtf.
soo much shit happened. i saw the end of one fight at a party and then when i was leaving i saw a bitch fight. it was hilarious. it wasnt even that bad, it was mostly slapping and pulling hair. it was still funny. before that i went to dinner with mike and big john. it was fun haha they make me laugh. and of course they came to sonic with me and morgan.
so i finally spilled my guts. it feels good, but its still always in my mind. its not negative anymore though. i thought that it was the end of it until i got a phone call yesterday. i dont know what to do or think. i dont know if i can be friends. what am i thinkig i know damn right in the end i will be friends with him. i guess its okay. everythings fine. i screwed up another possibility between me and this kid. i feel bad i never really liked him but he liked me and i thought he would treat me good. but i was wrong. i guess thats what i get. i tried to have something to be there when i didnt have anything.
todays plan is to pick up morgan from work at 2 then go to the mall so she can shop. i need to find someone to take 2 of my shifts at american eagle. then workout, get ready and go out. tomorrow is orientation at central florida cc hopefully with morgan and steph. its not the kind of road trip i planned but its better than being at home. wow this is long and im done
soo much shit happened. i saw the end of one fight at a party and then when i was leaving i saw a bitch fight. it was hilarious. it wasnt even that bad, it was mostly slapping and pulling hair. it was still funny. before that i went to dinner with mike and big john. it was fun haha they make me laugh. and of course they came to sonic with me and morgan.
so i finally spilled my guts. it feels good, but its still always in my mind. its not negative anymore though. i thought that it was the end of it until i got a phone call yesterday. i dont know what to do or think. i dont know if i can be friends. what am i thinkig i know damn right in the end i will be friends with him. i guess its okay. everythings fine. i screwed up another possibility between me and this kid. i feel bad i never really liked him but he liked me and i thought he would treat me good. but i was wrong. i guess thats what i get. i tried to have something to be there when i didnt have anything.
todays plan is to pick up morgan from work at 2 then go to the mall so she can shop. i need to find someone to take 2 of my shifts at american eagle. then workout, get ready and go out. tomorrow is orientation at central florida cc hopefully with morgan and steph. its not the kind of road trip i planned but its better than being at home. wow this is long and im done