Aug 03, 2006 20:16
+ 15 days
until i move out of the one house ive lived in since i was born
until i get my first appt
until i leave my friends
until i leave my family
until i leave everything i know
im scared anxious excited sad timid nauseous all in one
i dont wanna leave my security
i dont wanna leave without saying whats on my mind to a person
the sad thing is i would drop everything for this one person. im whipped haha
i want my two true friends that i love them with everything in me
steph- i dont know where to begin. we have been through so much together and i wouldnt have it any other way. you mean so much to me. you are my maid of honor. you can make me smile and then make me mad in one second. i know you are going to make something of your life. you are an extremely talented well-balanced and amazing individual. you are one ok a kind. its hard for me to say this but i dont know where my life is gonna lead. i was i could say that im gonna be right there with you when you take over the world but i cant. i want to soo bad but i dont know what i wanna do with my life. i hope i mean as much to you as you do to me.
morgan- i wish i knew you earlier but i feel like we've always been together. you are always there for me. you are crazy and i love you for that. you mean the world to me. i cant imagine life wthout you. and dont worry about that wont happen cuz even though im leaving i will always be back to see you. you will be the main reason to come back. with little effort you can brighten my day. when i feel like shit you are there to talk to me. you listen to me bitch adn i listen to you bitch. haha. i hope i mean as much to you as you do to me.