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Dude it is 2010! That is insaneeeeeee.
For some reason, this year seems like such a milestone. As if 2010 will be so much more important than 2009 could have ever been. Maybe that's because of how 2009 ended, or maybe that's because the number 10 seems so much more important than 9.
I hope that things turn out ok, and I'm sure that they will. It's hard sometimes to see the end when you're in the middle of stuff. I know that you're supposed to have patience and faith or hope or some kind of bullshit to get you through the tough stuff, but to be honest, sometimes the tough stuff is really tough. I know I gotta see through it, but sometimes I'd like to just say fuck it and move to Spain.
"Well I must have a door in the back of my head
where I dump out all the crap so I can just feel solid again"
That's what I need to do. I need to do some spring cleaning, both physically and mentally. There's so much that I've been holding on my shoulders that I need to let go of. I think it'll make me feel better for the new year. I'm gonna start cleaning out my closet, starting with all those skeletons.
For some reason, this year seems like such a milestone. As if 2010 will be so much more important than 2009 could have ever been. Maybe that's because of how 2009 ended, or maybe that's because the number 10 seems so much more important than 9.
I hope that things turn out ok, and I'm sure that they will. It's hard sometimes to see the end when you're in the middle of stuff. I know that you're supposed to have patience and faith or hope or some kind of bullshit to get you through the tough stuff, but to be honest, sometimes the tough stuff is really tough. I know I gotta see through it, but sometimes I'd like to just say fuck it and move to Spain.
"Well I must have a door in the back of my head
where I dump out all the crap so I can just feel solid again"
That's what I need to do. I need to do some spring cleaning, both physically and mentally. There's so much that I've been holding on my shoulders that I need to let go of. I think it'll make me feel better for the new year. I'm gonna start cleaning out my closet, starting with all those skeletons.